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Happy Thanks Giving Everyone!

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 26, 2014, 11:02 AM

Also tomorrow's my mothers 53rd Birthday, we've got her
a surprise Japanese Fruit Cake (oh SO good) and we'll be at
our cousins house to celebrate with talk, games and family
relatives from all around!

I hope you all have a great time with family and friends,
just don't get sick over that turkey stuffing! XD

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Sorry about the previous journal, I was really lost yesterday
night; so lost that I had a hand gun fixed in my hand... ready.
I wanted to give up, I wanted to throw everything I worked so
hard to gain away, and I just wanted to forget. Until my girl
friend figured out where I was, what I was going to do, found
my sorry ass and slugged me across the room. She told me, "I
was once belted like that too, everyone makes mistakes, it's
to be expected, but when you do make a mistake... you should
be slugged by someone." She said "there's no reason you
should be punishing yourself, especially with a gun. At the time,
you might think that there are mistakes that you can never
undo, even if it is; if we kick and scream and fight like hell,
we'll move forward a little bit. Come on, I need you..."

I'll do just that... "kick and scream and fight like hell" because
there are people in this world who need me, and someone
who needs me even more. So I'll keep fighting, for myself, for
them and mostly for her.

What artwork would you like to see from me? 

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1 deviant said Life Situations with your OC's and my own...
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Tefrem34 Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for liking my wallpaper. :)
Carbon-Vanilla Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2014
Your welcome!
Palabara Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks so much for watching its much much appreciated! Neko Emoji-41 - (Kawaii Waving) [V3] 
Carbon-Vanilla Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2014
ShykidzStudioS Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2014
sexy works!
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